~the moment you realize who you are and the mirror no longer is a place you are looking at yourself in or now it is you on the other side of you, you have then crossed over in a remarkable awakening that the dream is now over with your very own deja vu that you see you now instead~it is in the Akashic Records that has recorded everything you did in the past present and future in which al of your life was predetermined up until the point you have figured this out and need it not no more~the last part of you taht HE FINAL HE IN EXILE is that deja vu when you know the reason why there were coincidences in your life but it is the inner you that now explains it while you see you without a mirror to reflect in~sort of OBE but not~when you cross over to taht that which known of you all through your life you are aligned centrally and depending if you have dharma to fulfill somehow you kinda move up to teaching another about themselves as well without words or actions~sort of like when Shakimonya pulled the lotus out of the pond and Mahakashapa knew exactly what that meant~that is the perfect awakening into Pure land and Bliss~Namo Amitabha Buddha~

~many things are now moving rapidly in my life to getting to the CORE or origin of my birth~as this has never left me you or anyone but the whole world is being suppressed to follow the other way of the awakening~I had two awakened truths  one in 1975 and one in 1985 and a slight correction after 22 years of suffering in 2007~the amazing thing at getting these epiphanies it has lead me to a dream I had during the 1985 awakened truth~

~I was at a restaurant with my mother, sister and a friend I use to know at work~at the restaurant I noticed everyone had a golden veil around their heads~now the golden veil is mentioned in Jewish mysticism in Kabbalah~as this is the ego we all maintain more than letting go and seeing what God's purpose is for us in our inheret birth right in wisdom and alignment and to me it has nothing to do with humanity outside itself but more of a direction where to go within that is attracted by the SOUL* from God~OK back at my veil as the veil is ignorance which in fact is original sin because we ignore of what is within us and become complacent to what is outside instead~that means everything~so my veil got eye length and it which was the inner me at me and remarked without words and I heard a voice say that was me ~"I know the reason why we have coincidences"~for years I never knew what that meant until recently when I was shown that everything we think do and say has already been predetermined by a consciousness that places us where it desires to make all of those things run like a show to fulfill and illusion~

~and that is where I noted that if that is not true then the Buddha and the Akashic records was not true~intuition is fake and deja vu does not exist~but all three what I just mentioned are facts of truth~by delving a little deeper the one that breaks away from all I just wrote is now awakened in which has no part of a cause to conditioned world and is totally liberated from a physical being that is impermenant to a physical spirit that is born again~

~the 4 Chinese characters in  ZEN* are~to suffer~in which man is doing now by attaching on to a desire to keep his dream alive and the strong desire not to let go~joy~in which the detacvhment process is successful and that one realizes that all things he use to desire foir show him no purpose~lov~he has a deeper connection of why he is alive and the bliss he has found while he enters the other side of himself in an awakened consciousness and to forget~he has no memory of where he came from has he broke the KARMIC cycle that made him relive his life over and over in his being that really served him no purpose as the born again part he becomes the child he always had but forgot about it by his maintenance to objects and agendas that made him have diseases and stress~

~yes when one knows the reason why they have coincidences in their life and see it then they can finally break away from the Great Mahayana in realizing of this world serves that one nothing but suffering but in this world he returns back to his true nature and knows exactly without knowing why he is here~I am still a bit of a work in progress but this definitely blows my mind especially after listening to so many people on a path to an awakening and to me they are soooo far off from being that~first of all they speak of an awakening but it seems they are doing it with an ego and still attached to their money in showing you programs to get there~HA~it is then called BS~the only one that can achieve their awakening is the individual themselves~

~so with this in passing I go by what Bodhidharma the founder of ZEN* said after he awakened in the cave in China to Huike~"many will follow only few will know of this"~so true to date~before if you decide to take that journey I have seen already there is still danger of being the ego's prison for a lifetime as it is you that made it possible indeed to exist and be complacent with you~